Happy Hearts & Flowers Day!

Well!

I have to say that my "a-ha!" moment the other day has brought about a major change. I feel wonderful.

I am far more focused on my own emotional state and it has taken off LOADS of pressure. Instead of fretting about the past or living in fear of the future, I am stopping to enjoy each moment.

The other night, post "a-ha!" moment I stopped myself. I felt anxious and irritated - so I reviewed my day and realized it had been a great day! I'd woken up beside the man I love, worked in my office, watched a new employee make his first sale, relaxed with tv and I realized when I was done that it had been a wonderful day.

I still feel great.

Today will be V-Day. At 12:01 am, Jeff text messaged me and made me smile from ear to ear. He's made "secret" dinner plans tonight and possibly something after and I am really looking forward to it.

I can honestly say I have not checked up on Jeff at all. I am (for the first time) completely "sober".

I'm feeling great!