A Step Away

I had a strange sort of realization last night. Something that I thought I wanted very much fell into my hands and I realized that it was an illusion. I didn't want it as much as I thought I did. In fact, I didn't really even like it.

It's made me realize that I have some things to put into perspective. I'm not sure how to do it - but maybe the realization was a start.

Truthfully - I think I am torn between relieved and disappointed.